Siegmeyer gave a low groan as the female left, he forced himself to sit up, and made his way over to his desk. He himself had his own secrets around, pulling out a small syringe he looked at the liquid inside. It was a much different hue than what was in his armor, it was green, instead of orange. However it still was translucent enough that one could look through it. "I wonder if this is worth it? Was this life the one I wanted?" He pondered as he pressed the syringe into his forearm. Feeling the prick of the needle dully penetrate him, yet he still hadn't begun to inject himself. For once he was thinking about this a bit more deeply, these were near the same chemicals that nearly just killed him, yet he was ready to put more into himself so he could sleep easier.
"No, one night without them. I made a promise years ago I would stop at night...This time I'm going to make it happen." Siegmeyer growled under his breath, before pulling the syringe out of his arm, and threw it across the room. Watching as the glass body of it shattered instantly, shard of glass fell to the floor, along with the chemicals inside. With that in mind, Siegmeyer laid back down in bed, finally managing to slip his boots off, and lay down to sleep.
"No, one night without them. I made a promise years ago I would stop at night...This time I'm going to make it happen." Siegmeyer growled under his breath, before pulling the syringe out of his arm, and threw it across the room. Watching as the glass body of it shattered instantly, shard of glass fell to the floor, along with the chemicals inside. With that in mind, Siegmeyer laid back down in bed, finally managing to slip his boots off, and lay down to sleep.